Post by Noah Coulson on Jan 10, 2013 19:06:24 GMT -6
Noah Coulson replied to your comment:
Umm... thank you(?)... I think. We all know it looks more like a teddy bear than a shit-scary grizzly or something.
Noah Coulson sent you a message:
(Sent 8:46pm)
I'm sorry it's been like that. I didn't exactly handle things very well and I'm really sorry I was abit of a complete douche to you and Doug that night we played O'Connor's. Please say sorry to him from me. I could blame it all on alcohol but it was partly me.
I think we can be friends, of course we can and I'd like that if you want to... and if Doug doesn't mind you hanging out with an (arguably somewhat psychotic) ex. :P
Noah Coulson sent you a message:
(Sent 1:05am)
Alright I lied. I swore I wouldn't do that any more, especially not to you.
Look, the real real truth is...I wish I'd never ended it between us. I was a bloody idiot to do that and you deserve so much better. For one, you deserve a guy that doesn't freak out and want out, only to realise later that that warm, comforting feeling inside that disappeared when you did was actually something akin to this 'crazy little thing called love' (thanks Freddie). You deserve better than someone who only realises he has completely fallen for someone when it's too late.
Because that's what happened that day. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm only able to say this now, now that it's after the fact, now that you've well and truly moved on, now that it doesn't really matter or count for anything. I wish I could have just said this face-to-face but we both know I struggle with self-expression sometimes and a computer's distancing nature helps. I should have known myself and my own head/heart better than that, I should have told you everyday what I was feeling because it was only ever good things when you were around.
Hanging out with you as friends would be the best and worst thing possible- you're truly one in a million and I love every second I spend with you (even when you're taking the piss out of my similarity to a chipmunk during Movember) but I can't erase our previous relationship, no matter how hard I really ought to try if we want to be friends. I can't change how I feel about you. I'm sorry, Case, you have no idea how hard it's been to admit this now because I know it's so unfair on you to have to read this.
I'm not sending this message with any kind of agenda; I just thought it was only fair to be perfectly open and candid for once in my life so we know where we stand. So, if I haven't put you off forever then I would still like to hang out, yes. Yes, please.
Umm... thank you(?)... I think. We all know it looks more like a teddy bear than a shit-scary grizzly or something.
Noah Coulson sent you a message:
(Sent 8:46pm)
I'm sorry it's been like that. I didn't exactly handle things very well and I'm really sorry I was a
I think we can be friends, of course we can and I'd like that if you want to... and if Doug doesn't mind you hanging out with an (arguably somewhat psychotic) ex. :P
Noah Coulson sent you a message:
(Sent 1:05am)
Alright I lied. I swore I wouldn't do that any more, especially not to you.
Look, the real real truth is...I wish I'd never ended it between us. I was a bloody idiot to do that and you deserve so much better. For one, you deserve a guy that doesn't freak out and want out, only to realise later that that warm, comforting feeling inside that disappeared when you did was actually something akin to this 'crazy little thing called love' (thanks Freddie). You deserve better than someone who only realises he has completely fallen for someone when it's too late.
Because that's what happened that day. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm only able to say this now, now that it's after the fact, now that you've well and truly moved on, now that it doesn't really matter or count for anything. I wish I could have just said this face-to-face but we both know I struggle with self-expression sometimes and a computer's distancing nature helps. I should have known myself and my own head/heart better than that, I should have told you everyday what I was feeling because it was only ever good things when you were around.
Hanging out with you as friends would be the best and worst thing possible- you're truly one in a million and I love every second I spend with you (even when you're taking the piss out of my similarity to a chipmunk during Movember) but I can't erase our previous relationship, no matter how hard I really ought to try if we want to be friends. I can't change how I feel about you. I'm sorry, Case, you have no idea how hard it's been to admit this now because I know it's so unfair on you to have to read this.
I'm not sending this message with any kind of agenda; I just thought it was only fair to be perfectly open and candid for once in my life so we know where we stand. So, if I haven't put you off forever then I would still like to hang out, yes. Yes, please.